Thursday, November 19, 2009

Saying See you Later.

I never did like Good bye's because it sounded as though it was forever and so I try to always say See You Later becasue it implies for me that very truth that I will see you later. Well My Grandma went home this week, What a wonderful place that is, the very place that Jesus has gone to prepare for all of us who believe on Him as Lord and Saviour. She was a wonderful women someone I will trully miss. She loved to help others and always went out of her way to make you feel welcomed. She was my connection to home, there was nothing she didn't tell me I knew and was up to date with everything that was going on back with My family in Cali. Where jessica and joyce moved, what my little brother and his family were up too, where my older brother and his family went on vacation, what new project my dad started to do on the house, how much my mom was working. She even kept me uptodate on people I haven't seen since childhood she would write me 6 page letters filled with family issues I loved it and was up to speed on everything. Her writting was not the easiest to read but that was part of the excitment Levi, Luca and Anja loved to hear what she had to write there were more than once I had to fight back tears from being home sick just because she would not leave out one detail and I could picture it all just as if I was sitting there living it with her. I could tell when she would get tired because her writting would get bigger the spaces would grow and she would write "Ok my boy my hand is hurting got to rest I love you my boy!" Those words were the last words I heard my Grandma say to me just a week ago I called her told her that Levi and Luca, Anja and I were praying for her and that we loved her she was able to say to me " I Love You too my Boy"
What wonderful last words to hear from a Women I will always hold dear in my heart, She wrote me a poem a couple of years ago for my birthday and as I read it out loud to my friends I had to cry from just missing her hug and kiss and smile. she wrote:
" I wrote your name in the sky the wind came and blew it away, I wrote your name in the sand where I stand the waves came and washed it away, then I thought and wrote your name in my heart where I know it will stay." Babchi that is exactly what I have done your name will be forever in my heart where I know it will stay. The Bible tells me in Psalm 116:15 "Precious in the sight of the Lord is the death of his saints" That was my Babchi a saint I know that because my Babchi confessed with her mouth that Jesus Christ was Lord and she believed in her heart that God raised him from the dead she was saved. She is now like I said earlier worshiping at His feet, No more tears, no more pain, no more sin. Babchi I will see you later, For any of you who knew my Babchi and do not yet know our Jesus personally, There is no other way to heaven but throught Jesus Christ and if you want the hope that she had and that I have and that many in my family have to spend eternity with Jesus and go where she is then make things right with Jesus today.
My Babchi is now living the life she was created to live Forever in the Presance of Jesus and I am going there you can too. Say Yes to jesus and experiance the forgiveness of sin.
Babchi I'm coming home can't wait to see you again. Until that day forever you will be in my heart where you will stay.
I love you!

Josiah Hart